I Cant Even...

... put the events of tonight into words yet.
My date was... man. Just know you've got one hell of a blog coming your way once I organize all my thoughts in the morning.

you got me straight trippin boo.

i'm up thinking about him,
and he's probably not thinking about me,
but i swear i miss his ass like crazy.

ugh i hate feeling like this!
but i gotta give him time and space,
shit i kinda need it too.
it's just hard man. :[

deepness...

i'm feeling so lost right now.
it shouldn't be this easy to get wrapped up in some shit,
but here i am ya'll, and i'm wrapped tight.

i'm trying to be as ambiguous as possible,
because this just ain't one of those things you can just say point blank.
i wish it was, because i need to know that i'm not crazy,
that i'm not trippin right now.

i love the way it feels,
but i just can't stand the uncertainty.

blog, you'll keep this between me and you right? coo.